Real David H.

older. wiser. slower.

It’ll be OK … eventually.

In the past month and a half since I wrote about running, I went from being pretty pumped up about a streak to ending that streak and being injured again.

Same foot. Same problem.

It’s not even worth rehashing.

And with everything else happening in the world, anything I’ve wanted to say or tried to say about running seems so unimportant. Instead, I just let my thoughts known on various social media channels and kept running thoughts bottled up.

And here I am trying to write something and I have … NOTHING. I’m kind of OK with that, too. But I am at the point that I need to write out some thoughts …

I miss the idea of training; I miss my not having to worry about my foot; I miss racing.

Somewhere along the way, those types of thoughts almost became taboo to discuss on social media. So much anger and shaming. I’m guilty of it too.

But it’s OK, really, to have these thoughts.

I also know, though, that COVID-19 will continue to disrupt the running world. Big races will be a big no for a long time. I can’t even see smaller races happening later this summer or fall without major changes.

And it’s OK, to express our opinions on these things and not agree with each other. Science, though, will dictate what happens with this sport for the foreseeable future.

My now two-plus week break from running has been strangely welcomed. It’s OK to me to have to put aside my goals for this month, and perhaps for the calendar year. I’ve refocused on my nutrition efforts and gotten myself back to pre-COVID/lockdown/quarantine weight.

Everything will be OK with my running and all of our running, eventually.

One response to “It’ll be OK … eventually.”

  1. Harold Avatar

    At this point and time, we are all just small cogs in a big world that has gone absolutely batshit crazy. We have very little control over what is going on around us. That means that I have to work on the things that I can control, which are my actions, thoughts, and deeds. The other stuff I have zero influence over and stewing over it constantly serves no one any good purpose.

    I will continue to be the best me that I can be and will run until I cannot and keep writing about it – as mundane as it might be. It is my way of coping with everything. My blog is an anchorage that is safe, keeps me sane, and allows me the freedom to chose what I want to write about. Call it privilege, call it being selfish, call it whatever you want, but it is mine to do with as I choose. Sometimes that is the best we can do.

    Am I sticking my head in the ground – no. I am and have been very aware of the many problems that surround me/us/we for longer than most people realize and that people do not and will not agree with the way that I see things. I am not the smartest rock on the side of the hill, but I know right from wrong, learned many years ago that when we bleed we all bleed red, that Nuclear, Biological, and Chemical Warfare scare the hell out of me, that the pandemic is real – not a hoax and that mother nature will kick our arses whenever she wants to. Oh yeah, wearing a mask is a good thing, no matter what others might say.

    So yeah, running for people like us is important, it is a quality of life issue that we take seriously, so enjoy the running, even more, when it returns, the rest of us will be out here waiting for you when you do. 🙂

    Sorry David, I got carried away and let the fingers get unmoderated a little too much. 🙂

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